What if I’m afraid of not being afraid?

In twenty minutes, I’m out the door to CCRM for my second ultrasound, and I was having some shaky anxiety and thoughts like “you’re going to a sentencing” which I tried to laugh at but then unsteady breaths would come and acid in my stomach. Then I thought of Sky’s words from yesterday, what I wrote about in my last post. I said it out loud in my own words, simply: What if I’m afraid of not being afraid?

It had an immediate calming effect on me!

I’ll sign off with some drawings I doodle on the plane:

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